tired...
really tired...
b4 go to work alrd start feel not well...
go to work for 8 hour...
actually 8hrs is very tired...
last min sherry(my maneger)call me stay for 1 more hrs...
really tired...
but bcoz of money...
i need to tahan 1 more hr...
i need to tahan with my not well body...
8 hrs + 1 overtime..=9 hrs......

after arrived house alrd pensan...
open blog...
more emo...
feel sad...
feel angry...
i told him to leave comment for me...
but at de last..he didn't leave for me!!!!!!
really dun1 wat i can say now...

feel not well..plus..after hav a look at blog...
really.......
i hav no idea...
shall i feel happy???
or shall i feel sad???
or shall i feel ntg?????????
wat shall i feel now!!!!!!!!!!

HURT!!!
REALLY GET HURT AGAIN!!!
i know wat he mean...
but when i heart it..saw it...
it's really hurt me again...
my tears came out automatik...
and.. can't stop...

i really is a bad gal...
is me hurt him first...
but i stil wan to catch his heart...
i stil yi lai him all de time...
i really bad...

why...
why!!!
lao tian ye...
why u wan let me cry again!!!!!!
i promise myself...
won't cry again for this sweet memory...
why i wil cry again...
why...
i wan be strong...
ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
_(T_T)_....

how can i make myself happy...
teach me,hao ma...
wat shall i do...
i totally duno le...

love...
can let feller happy...
love...
can let feller hav a sweet memory...
love...
can let feller get hurt all de time...
love ...
can let feller feel sad all de time...
love...
u can let feller happy,sad...
u really let human emo all de time...

boring day...
really boring...
actually ntg to blog...
just feel boring...

he didn't online...
wendy didn't online...
nobody can chat with...
ntg to do...
or maybe i shall study my tech book...
but...
when i saw de book... @_@
lazy to study...
bcoz english not gd...
so every word also need to check....
ah~~~~~

hate it...
hate all de thing...
hate myself...
hate my life...
hate my lazy...
hate it...
really hate it!!!!!!

wat shall i do...
i hav no idea...
really no idea...
haiz.....

...
boring...
really boring...
i'm just a tenager gal...
but my life..like shit....
chu le working..ntg to do...
i hate usa...
i hate it...

4 week more...
4 week!!!i wil go back to my country...
feel happy...
feel sad...
i hav no idea about my mood...
sometime is really feel happy but sometime won't...

did i will enjoy my vacation at malaysia...
without some1..did i really will enjoy it???...
nobody wil know...
i duno wat i wan to blogging...
i hav no idea now...
just feel hard...
just feel pressure...
just feel sad...
just feel like everything also is bad...

i duno wat i'm thinking now...
no idea......

i say some1 didn't blogging
and
some1 say me didn't blogging...
haha...
it's really funny...
shui ran..we both game over le
but we still is friends

when i tell his cousin about this...
he look like very suprise...
i just wondering...
y game over le jiu can't be friends ne???
@_@!!!!!!

truelly...
i'm enjoy de relationship tat we hav now...
de reason y i enjoy is my mom won't keep looking at me...
shui ran we can't flirt,sweet talk,plying,or love tat last time we hav...
but de friends love i still can get from him...
thx...
i duno weather he enjoy or not...
but the only things i hope is..he enjoy too...

i know love de shang kou won't so easy get well...
ever he told me i didn't hurt him...
i also very sorry to him...
i'm glad tat i meet him in my life...
i'm glad tat i hav de love gave from him...
i'm glad de we r couple b4...
shui ran now is friends...
i also glad tat we stil is friends...
not just friends..is best friends---知己
thx,lao tian ye ^_^
thx,derrick ^_^
thx,wendy too ^_^
thx for everything u all done for me ^_^
muax ^_^


...
pain...
really pain...
haiz...
y gal must exper. tat feeling de...
haiz....
i really tak suka de feeling...
y u wan come to visit me ne...
come visit is fine...
if u didn't come i terbalik worry it...
but dun give me "gift"ma...
ur gift let me feel hard...
haiz...

last time when u came visit...
he stil buli me...
now...
pass de just let it go...
like wendy say de...
let it go...
i hope we all happy forever ^_^
shui ran brk le...
but the gift tat i wan give u...
hope u wil like it...
and de gift u give...
i wil very apperciate it ^_^
i wil keep it for my whole life...
bcoz it's my momery......
happy always ^_^

唱情歌的人 东来东往
爱到尽头 覆水难收
谁让我欢喜让我忧
前尘往事 云烟般流走
吻别在无人的街头
爱我的人 我爱的人
谁还在为爱继续等
夜已深 留一盏孤灯
别在夜里数伤痕

唱情歌的人 别唱的那么认真
别唱得多情人都丢了魂
一句离别划过了悲伤的黄昏
只留下寂寞比那沙洲冷
唱情歌的人 别唱得那么深沉
别问我为什么会爱别人
一杯忘情水忘记了爱过多少人
谢谢你的爱陪我到来生

爱到尽头 覆水难收
谁让我欢喜让我忧
前尘往事 云烟般流走
吻别在无人的街头
爱我的人 我爱的人
谁还在为爱继续等
夜已深 留一盏孤灯
别在夜里数伤痕

唱情歌的人 别唱的那么认真
别唱得多情人都丢了魂
一句离别划过了悲伤的黄昏
只留下寂寞比那沙洲冷
唱情歌的人 别唱得那么深沉
别问我为什么会爱别人
一杯忘情水忘记了爱过多少人
谢谢你的爱陪我到来生

唱情歌的人 别唱的那么认真
别唱得多情人都丢了魂
一句离别划过了悲伤的黄昏
只留下寂寞比那沙洲冷
唱情歌的人 别唱得那么深沉
别问我为什么会爱别人
一杯忘情水忘记了爱过多少人
谢谢你的爱陪我到来生

香水有毒 胡杨林
我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
擦掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

香水有毒 杨蔓&雨天
(女)我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
(男)你的要求并不高
待你像从前一样好
(女)可是有一天你说了同样的话
(合)把别人拥入怀抱
(男)我身上有她的香水味
(女)是我鼻子犯的罪
(男)不该嗅到她的美
(女)檫掉一切陪你睡
(男)我身上有她的香水味
(女)是你赐给的自卑
(男)我要的爱太完美
(合)你(我)永远都学不会

披着羊皮的狼
我小心翼翼的接近
怕你在梦中惊醒
我只是想轻轻的吻吻你 你别担心
我知道想要和你在一起并不容易
我们来自不同的天和地
你总是感觉和我一起是漫无边际阴冷的恐惧
我真的好爱你我愿意改变自己
我愿意为你流浪在戈壁
只求你不要拒绝 不要离别
不要给我风雪
我真的好爱你我愿意改变自己
我愿意为你背负一身羊皮
只求你让我靠近
让我爱你 相偎相依

我确定我就是那一只披着羊皮的狼
而你是我的猎物 是我嘴里的羔羊
我抛却同伴独自流浪
就是不愿别人把你分享
我确定这一辈子都会在你身旁
带着火热的心随你到任何地方
你让我痴 让我狂
爱你的嚎叫还在山谷回荡

我确定你就是我心中如花的羔羊
你是我的天使是我的梦想
我搂你在怀里装进我的身体
让你我的血液交融在一起
你确定看到我为你披上那温柔的羊皮
是一个男人无法表露脆弱的感情
我有多爱你 就有多少柔情
我相信这柔情定能感动天地

itch...
very itch...
_(T_T)_...

today we both chatting like very jiang yin...
haiz...
miss last time our chatting...
anyway...
stil hope to continue like last time...
happy chhating...

feel headache...
tak cukup tidur...
last night sleep at sofa...
can't sleep well...
plus headache until my eye pain...
hope get well soon...
later stil hav work....

anyway...
thx for wendy...
help me solve my prom...
and thx derrick too ^_^
love u all ^_^

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What have you realised recently?
what have i realised recently...life is very boring...

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
first kiss...i gave to my dearest parent... ^_^

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
every place that have in Earth

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i hope i can enjoy my life... ^_^

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i seen it before...is pretty ^_^

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
lose myself ...maybe ^_^

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
first..huan qing my aunt...den....no idea le.....

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
ya!!!why???

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
gentleman
respert women
sayang me

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
erm.. be authentic

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
duno...

12. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
myself of coz... ^_^

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out for me ^_^

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
no idea now...

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
maybe...hehe... ^_^

16. If your house burned down, what is the ONE thing you’d save from your room?
erm...duno ler...

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
haha....many ler...

18. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
duno...

19.If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 11 blog buddies you would take with you?
erm...my blog buddies also not enough for 11...haha....

20.???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???XXX???
.................................................................

Tags:
1.derrick
2wendy
3.yen yen
4.lei yan
5.yvonne
6.XXX
7.XXX
8.everyone whose read my blog ^_^

STUPID INSECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate u hate u hate u
ahh~~~
y bite me again and again la!!!!!!
pretty de hand also let u bite until become ugly hand le...
very sad...
ahh~~~ _(T_T)_...

itch..
very itch ahhh
when apply medicine..
feel hot...
my hand,my neck,my leg....
all!!!!!!
all bite by u!!!!!!
U!!!STUPID INSECT!!!!!!
HATE U AHHHHHH
_(T_T)_......

my dad and mom say throw my matters...
finally..today throw le...
tonight sleep sofa...
haiz...kesian....
but good then bite by tat stupid insect!!!!!!
H'NG!!!!!!

finally...
we chat le...
i'm glad tat we still friends...
i'm glad tat we still can chat like tat
shui ran gameover le..
but our gan qing still very good...
i'm so happy...
thx lao tian ye
he is a gentleman
i'm glad tat he ok
thx lao tian ye...
_(^_^)_

2 day le...
say gd bye to him alrd 2 day le...
feel sad...
fee regret...
but i can't do anything...
bcoz of family promble...
like my daugther say...
u must not feel regret for wat u hav done...
i need to try it..or i shall say like tat...
i must do it...

haha...
2 day le...
i feel sad, hard,xin ku...
at the same time...
he also sad,hard,xin ku...
we both also feel same things...
but wat i hav done...
i shall follow it...
i shall follow wat i hav done...
tat is my life...

i go to see our blog...
it's really very sweet...
when i see...
i cry le...
tat's is de most best momery for me at my love life...
thx,derrick...
thx for everything u hav done for me
thx...

...
long time didn't blogging le...
this few day fa sheng many things...
so bad...
i'm a bad gal...
i hurt some1 do really love me,sayang me...

maybe i choose gd bye with him is a gd decision...
bcoz of family promble...
i hav no choose now...
hope we both ok later...
cheng jing he shi...
we both very enjoy our life...
but now...
i hurt him...
haha...
i'm a bad gal...

this june...
i hope i wil be more ok...
lately...
derrick,i'm sorry.
sorry wat i hav choose,wat i hav done...
SORRY

feel very xin ku now...
wat shall i do now???
i hear the song tat she send for me...
i think de things she hav do for me...
i think de things btw us...
i do really feel xin ku...
i hate this feeling...
ah~~~
wendy,wat shall i do....
i hav no idea now...
i do really become hu shi luan xiang le...
i hate myself...
i dun1 2 hurt anybody...
am i tai chong dong le???
am i choose de wrong way...
wat shall i do now???
shun qi zhi ran???
giv us a chn???
or tell her the true??????
ah~~~~~
MAN!!!!
wat shall i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate it!!!!!!!!!

da ben dan

dun ask me wat happen..

i won't tel u

i wil be ok

i promise u

just give me some space...

thx

dun even try to ask wendy or try to test me...

i'm serious with u...

dun ask anything from this blog

sorry and thank you

wendy

i do really need ur help

wat shall i do now???

i feel i'm a bad gal now...

not much feelling now...

_(T_T)_.....

ah~~~
so happy
damn happy ^_^
finally see him le :b

today hav PC fair at kl
laogong buy le webcam,pendrive and 2 printer catridge
totally is RM212!!!!!
hoooo so mahal....
RM212...
boleh eat many thing buy many thing....
but anyway he need it ^_^

finally..
i see him le ^_^
i'm so luckly tat i'm de first feller to view his webcam
hehe...
this is my quan li
hehe ^_^
am i right,laogong :b

i'm happy too to know lei yan
she's do really a pretty gal
she's friendly too ^_^

dear,

i do really damn happy to see u

love u so much ^_^
muax

"my mind was thinking of you all the time"
it's really...
my mind was thinking u all de time...
"paiseh nia"
but i'm happy tat he also same with me :P
really very happy
i hav not feel this b4
i hav not feel i miss him,him miss me too
i feel i'm so xi fu ^_^
thx laogong,muax ^_^

i'm glad tat i hav him
i'm so luckly he is my bf ^_^
i'm so luckly tat i hav so nice,so gd,so prefect bf
i love him so much
and i so happy,so enjoy when we both "flirting"
hehe...
very few ppl wil hav "flirting"
i love watever he do
no matter is doing for me or his friends
i also love it ^_^

i'm so qi dai this sunday ^_^

hehe...

laogong u know wat i mean de

i finally can "see" u le

yeah!!!!!!

damn happy ^_^

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

become crazy le :P

so u must hav it at this sunday oh ^_^

muax muax muax~~~~~~

WTH!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhh
wat happen with me today again!!!
ah~~~
why the customer so....
Geram ah!!!!!!

that is insurans promble y u ask me!!!!!!
i'm not the tech!!!
i'm not pharmisct!!!!
and i'm also not the Dr. too!!!!!
ur preseription not me write de!!!
is the Dr.!!!!!!

y u guys so suka cakap:
"it should be XXX tab not XX tab"
"i support get 90 day supply,y is just 30 day supply"
"the co-pay support is XX dollar,y so high now?"
"y the co-pay so high!!!i never pay so high!!!"
WTH!!!
ah~~~
>_
somemore so GERAM!!!
"it should be hav 6 more refill!!!the Dr. call in and additinal for 6 more refill and u guys didn't add it!!!and everytime i call for refill,u all will say no more refill!!!it's be alrd happen for 1 years!!!!!!"

Hate it
realy hate it!!!!
but i can't do anythings!!!!!!
that is a rules for all worker:
"CUSTOMER ALWAYS IS RIGHT"!!!!!!!!!!
AH~~~~~~~~~~~~ _(>_<)_

i dun wan let him know..
so i didn't tell him at the first time i chat with him...
bcoz i dun1 he worry or feel sad...
watever la!!!
i can tahan myself!!!
i dun1 add more fan niao to him!!!
christine moh!!!u can do it!!!!!!
Aza Aza Fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

有多少爱可以重来

常常责怪自己当初不应该

常常后悔没有把你留下来

为什么明明相爱

到最后还是要分开

是否我们总是

徘徊在心门之外

谁知道又和你相遇在人海

命运如此安排

总叫人无奈

这些年过得不好不坏

只是好像少了一个人存在

而我渐渐明白

你仍然是我不变的关怀

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待

当懂得珍惜以后回来

却不知那份爱

会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待

当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱

when i heard this song...

i think about wat he say this morning...

actually he didn't say anything wrong...

just i regrat tat i ask him tat question...

haiz...

if really which day at future...

we game over...

wat we both will do...

suddenly feel someday we really will pisah...

so scare...

but i'm sure he won't leave me without reason...

IF which day at future he wan say good bye with me

i wil let him go...

i won't same like last time...

jian chi dao di..dun1 let the other part go...

i alrd hav learing from tat time...

but wat i wish is he won't say good bye with me...

until now..i can't afford to lose him......

yue lao ye ye...

plz bao you wo...

i do really love him...

so dun let us pisah...

u r de 1 who arrange human love life...

plz le... ^_^

thx

blur....
really blur for now....
feel wanna cry....
wat shall i do now....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
_(T_T)_..................

shall i just let it shun qi zhi ran ma??????

OMG!!!
Painful ahhhhhhh _(T_T)_
y my wei will feel pain de???'blur' @_@
i hav eat b4 go to work...
But why i feel pain de...
somebody help me plz
ahhhhhhhhh_(T_T)_
today don't know y feel like can't zhuang yi at my jobs...
i mean can't zhuang xin at my jobs or any customer
haiz...

y like tat de...
wat happen with me today???
really no idea 'blur' @_@
my wei alrd long time didn't pain le
but y today with start pain again
swt...
everytime pain is bcoz didn't eat
but i hav eat b4 go to work ah
haiz...god r u playing me???
chu le this...i still can't zhuang xin shang ban!!!!!!
haiz..
haiz...
haiz....


i didn't publish post it out at "our blog"
i just save it myself
i just know myself
hope he won't know it...
but i'm sure he won't know
bcoz he few to blogging at "our blog"
so here is de best place for me to blogging without publish post
and he won't know de place
hehe...:P


i scare he will see it and worry about me
so if i'm blog at "our blog"
then he won't see it
and won't worry about me too ^_^
IF i'm so unluckly...
he hav saw my blog
then also ntg at tat time
bcoz is alrd pass le ma ^_^
i'm alrd get wll at tat time too
haha ^_^

suddenly feel i'm so clever :P
da ben dan
am i clever :P
i love u
muax ^_^

boring boring boring boring boring
so boring now....
lao gong didn't online...
(got thing to do---go out with friends ~_~!!!)
wendy hav things to do...
nobody teman me...
boring...
T.T...

almost still hav 6-7 week
i can go back le ^_^
can't wait the time pass now...
today go to buy some prasent for my best friends...
and i totally no idea wat shall i buy for his family...
~_~???
no idea at all...
clother???
food???
maybe food will more better...
but at the same time...
my mom start doubts me le...
hope she won't really get it...
i shall more becareful le...
haiz...

so confuse now...
i mean blur...
ntg to do...
then the mine start to thinks this thinks tat le...
thinks about my future...
thinks about our things...
thinks many many many things...
haiz...
let it shun qi zhi ran ba...
dun1 thinks so much...
made me feel presseure...
made me become more easy old...

but i hav something tat i thinks it
and hope continue to thinks it...
the things he flirt me...
the time we couple...
the sweetness tat we hav...
this june wat we shall do during tat limit time...
-shopping together?
-watching movie together?
-breakfast,lunch,dinner together?
-hold hand?
wan to know more??????no way :P
somemore elsa keep it secrect myself :P
we both know alrd enough...
bcoz is our stuff..hehe...:P
hope to visit he house too...
haiz......

my hand...

y after chou qiu will become like tat de???

so confuse...

y will hei qing until so serious de??? @_@

love u forever ^_^

thx,dear

although we just couple 1 month++

i feel very happy and xin fu

i very enjoy it

thx ^_^

muax

lonely now...
he didn't hav time to teman me...
be alone now...
do really miss him...

i do really happy he flirt with me...
although i feel shy...
but it's really very sweet and happy...
feel like we really hav at our real life...

my hand more serious le...
tat hei qing become more...
y like this de???
my hold hand(the part tat i chou qiu)become hei qing le......
_(T_T)_

argh!!!!!!
i can't tahan ahhhhh!!!!!!
y everyday also same de!!!!!!
i didn't do anything wrong!!!
y u always scolding me de!!!!!!
y u so suka do watever u like de!!!!!
today so tired!!!!!!
this week alrd work 3 day for 8 hour (tues,fri,sat)
stand whole day during work......
hope he beside me
and let him help me massage
ahhhhhhhhhh

so lucky...
i'm really so lucky..i hav my laogong
lucky i chat with him b4 i go to work...
if nottoday i'm sure ki mang zhang and moody...
he flirt me until i feel shy...
is really very shy
but...
very happy :P
thx dear...
i'm so glad he is my bf..
i'm so glad to meet him at the correct time!!!
thx..lao tian ye ^_^

when everytime i back from work
although i'm really tired or bad mood
i also hope to chat with him...
bcoz he is my another zhi zhu...
he is the one tat let me brave to walk my next step
he is the one tat i only can yi kao now...
ever my family also can't...
bcoz their hav their own promble to face...
sometime i decide to let my laogong know more better then let my bro or family know it...
bcoz feel hurt,pressure,sad,angry or watever just dun1 to let they know...
if i et my family know it
they will say the word tat i dun like or scolding me!!!

sometime i really feel wu zhu
i hope i can cry out
(cry watever i like)
but i can't...
bcoz my family beside me...
no matter is good or bad things for them...
i decide to keep it myself...
and cry be4 i sleep or bath...
(tat is the only way they won't know it)

i do really hope u r beside me...

i do really hope i can go back to msia enjoy my future not at usa...

i do really hope it!!!!!!

after back from msia...

my pressure sure will become more......

dear,

i miss u

i do really miss u_(T_T)_

.................................

finally...

we return back le...

last night when i see his blog...

i cry le...

i feel touched...

i really can't lose him...

my hand...

after chou qiu

my hand become like tat le (hei qing)

so sad....

god..

lao tian ye...

r u kidding with me...

today is my annivesary...

but the present tat u give me so "GOOD"....

~hav some promble btw us...

~not well (my hand)

~tk the blood test(so pain when de they chou my blood [T.T])

~waste US dollar 10(RM32.00) just for see doctor and medicine _(T_T)_

~need to eat medicine (OMG!!!!!!)

(1st day 6 tab, 2nd day 5 tab, 3th day 4 tab, 4th day 3 tab, 5th day 2 tab, 6th day 1 tab)

~need to work 8 hour

so funny...

my anniversary finish like tat...

i hope we can forget wat was happening at yearterday...

i suddenly feel scare to lose him...

i duno y i will feel it...

i really scare...

i'm regret to let u know it...

although u hav worry about me for the things (wj friends bro)

..............

i so regret to ask my mom to book appointment for me so suddenly...

if i can tahan few more day...

then i no need to tk de blood test...

no need feel hurt for the hand tat de nurse tk blood test...

won't get hei qing...swt

i no need to waste my money...

i no need to eat medicine...

hope tomorrow will become a good day for me...

hope tomorrow we will be ok...

thx......

today---march 2 2008
is my anniversary day..
but i still need to work 8 hour!!!
2pm-10pm...alomak!!!!!!

thx for calling me to let me work early too...
if not i really duno wat shall i do...
yeasterday he hurt me...
although he not mean tat...
although he didn't say anything...
he keep saying sorry to me...
i hope i can forgive him...
but i need time to forget wat he say to me...
i just hope u forget it....

so funny...
are this my anniversary present???
lao tian ye...
r u jk with me???
r u playing me???
hahahahaha................

so...sad
hng...
yuan lai i so no jia zhi at his eye!!!!!!

last night..
hav a crazy guy using my kai bro de msn acc
(actually is his friends)
and he say wan to "fuck me"!!!!!
so crazy!!!!
i tell him i didn't interest at all!!!!
he:y?
i :no y,i will just do with my husband!!!
he:i give u money!!!10k for1 night!!!!!!
i:crazy!!!
he:pls just 1 night!!!!can i see ur breast!!!!
i:crazy guys!!!!!!

he really crazy!!!!!
y my kai bro will know this type friends de!!!!
(actually is his friends bro,younger tat me)
and this thing make me sad,angry,shi wang at my anniversary day!!!!

i ask him about wat u will do..
if someone say wan to fuck me or rape me???
his answer let me feel very happy
BUT
after i ask him if the guys give me 10k per night ne???
he asnwer really let me feel sad!!!!
although he didn't say anything!!!!
although he didn't mean it!!!!
but i feel hurt!!!!!
suddenly feel"yuan lai wo zhe me bu zhi qian"
"yuan lai wo zai ta xin mu zhong so....."

so funny....
my 1 month anniversary finish like tat!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha....................................
god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
r u jk with me!!!!
r u playing me!!!!

boring time come again....
now can't chat...
tomorrow morning can't chat...
tomorrow night can't chat...
wed morning also can't chat.....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
wan to kisiao liao!!!!!!!!!!

wed is our big day..
our improtant day...
but we can't chat....
so sad...
i miss him all the time...
but i really can't do anything...
ever handphone also can't use...
bcoz of our distance...
is really too far...
haiz...

ntg to blog too...
feel very boring...
i just hope..
u take more rest...
bcoz u waste too much time at ur client project...
and me....

i duno wat can i repay u...
u always teman me...
wat can i do for u??????
just let me know it...

dear...

i love u so much ^_^

happy anniversary ^_^

although too early...

i'm happy with u all the time ^_^

muax