feel lonely today...
he feel tired...
i think he fall asleep le ba...
so miss him...
haiz...
ntg to do...
so boring....
ntg to do....
lalalalulululolololilili
..........
haiz
usa life...
boring boring boring

i love him so much...

my husband...^_^

rest more if u really tired...

hope to meet you ASAP ^_^

wo ai ni... ^_^

argh.....
wat am i doing wrong
why scolding me again!!!
i'm not ur daugther!!!!!!
you didn't hav any kuasa scolding me!!!!!!
i'm helping customer!!!
is the customer slow motion
is the customer hav many question!!!
NOT ME SLOW MONTION!!!!!!!
i'm trying to help the customer!!!
i'm new worker
ever i start work for 5 month ago
but i'm still is the new worker
i know u alrd work 7 years ago!!!
and i know you very fast
and u settle many thing too!!!
but i'm trying to help the customer too
and didn't u see the customer is a old man!!!!!!
ever is a tenager or adult..
they also slow motion!!!
here is USA not Indonesia!!!!!!
they all act is slow motion!!!
or you want me tell the customer
:cepat ini,jangan begitu lambat!!!!!!
or after give them change
:please leave here imediatly!!!
i can't do like tat!!!
tat's not a worker treat a customer!!!
i do wat i must do!!!tat's it!!!!!
AND PLZ PLZ PLZ
Don't everytime also tel me
:"christine,i start working at 11am until now!!!i didn't take any break!!!i didn't go to restroom too!"
:"christine,u need to do fast fast fast!!!i ser 3 customer,but u only 1!"
i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suddelly feel moody now...
feel tat real life really very fan...
hav many things need to do by ourself...
no just cakap saja...
real life and our dreamland totally diff...
ever wat we just say also diff with our real life...

real life...
many things need to think
many things need to choose
if decide wrong..it will be very cruel...
many things need to solve...
i do really hate my real life...
yu qi shi the life tat i'm live at usa...
pressure big...
boring all de time...

real life...
can do a feller become a crazy guy
real life...
it's a cruel things for me...
real life...
need to worry about whr we life
wat the next lunch we eat
how much for the house rent
how much for de gas
how much for de water
how much this how much tat
hate it
all de time just need to think about
:did we hav enough money for this for tat
argh.....
pressure big...

as my parents say
:be a student is de most freedom things...
but i totally feel wrong
study hav thierself real life pressure too
how to get the good result
how to make friendship more gong gu
student also need to decide...
wat club i shall join
after joining..
wat is de best way to let the club more popular
wat is de best way i let de junior feel the club is de best club they join(so tat won't regret to join it)
wat is de best way to let de gu wen agree de things we plan
wat is de best way to train junior
wat is de best way to let de gu wen,coach happy agree wat we do
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
so hate it!!!!!!!!!

me is face the real life now....
my daugther face de student real life...
for the adult they just thinks tat study is de most freedom
just bcoz they no need to worry about de money!!!!!!!!!
tat is de things they think study is de best.......
everybody hav they own pressure (real life)
i just hope tat i can do my best......
until now i still can't see my future yet...
wat shall i do for my next step.....
i don't want be de pharmacy tenh for my whole life....
i need to do somethings now...
but wat is de things i need to do now.....

i'm luckly tat i hav him...
when i feel unhappy i hav him...
i hope i can go to msia now...
and stay at my own courty for my future...
i hope i can beside him and he can beside me when we need dui fang...
the only way we contect is msn...
sometime he busy...
nobody teman me...
i shall need to xi guan he is a busy boy start from now...
hav many things he need to do....
i shall start to learn how to be a lonely in de good way
or i shall say like this..i shall start to learn how to du li
tat is de only things i can for him and myself
and blv wat he do for me or blv wat he doin too...........

feel tired now...
but i still wan to chat with him...
him look like a part of me now...
when i chat with him...
i won't feel tired ^_^

just now during the way to Giant (work place)
i do really feel tired...
but when i think of him...
i..suddenly feel not tired at all...
he's my medicine
he's my power
at de same kes...
when i during bu ye tat time
i feel pain ever the dentis help me da ma zui zheng...
is really feel pain
but keep thinking about him...
i do really feel less pain...
he's really is my part now
he's really is my power for me to go
he's improtant for me now...

i hope he won't see this blog too...
bcoz i feel paiseh too...
but wat i'm bogging here is really
all is from my heart...
but hope u won't see it...
bcoz i feel paiseh...
from him..he will very happy when he see it...
but for me i paiseh...

sat morning...

nobody teman...

feel sad...

but i won't tell him...

bcoz i know he hav things to do...

tat is de long distance can't do de things...

--can't teman dui fang all de time...

so..
when u see it...
plz just forget it...
ur gf paiseh...
remember...
forget wat u hav see at here (this new blog)...
_(^_^)_
hehe..
thx lo
muax ^_^

......
1 more hour i need to meet tat dentis le...
so scare now...
_(T_T)_
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
last time just wash sudah feel pain le...
today..need to bu ya ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
ah mi tou feng.....

last night so paiseh....
he saw my blog le...
shui ran he didn't angry me
but very shy for tat
................
y he will know wat tat "A.V" mean de..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
very shy ah..........
he still jk with me.....
so fun for him to kidding with me.....:P
really very paiseh.....

bad da ben dan

y u want to see wor....

so paiseh nia....

still jk with me...

anyway...

pray for me for later meet dentis ....

_(T_T)_.....

......
today feel so hard,painful...
when i during my work
my head pain (headache)
feel some pening... @.@
my eye (part of my eye) is pain too...
feel like my eye chou jin
its really feel not well...
and feel..want to ki mang zhang..
feel anything also can't do well...
OMG!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i don't want let him know about this...
bcoz i know tat he will worry about me
(actually is very sweet when he care or worry about me):P
so hope him won't see my blog later :P
if not..i sure kena de...
and now he get sick too
i don't want he worry about me during he sick time....

hope he get well soon
hope me get well soon
and hope wendy (my lovely daugther)get well soon
_(^_^)_
whole family feeling not well.....
so unluckly _(~_~)_

i do really hope he won't see my blog later......
the reason why i feel not well
bcoz no enough sleepy
or maybe is "auntie visit" and make me tired....
if he hav see my blog...
then i'm sure(100%) he will worry
and maybe he will angry
the next step is
:go to sleep now!!!!
but i wan chat with him...
so ah mi tou feng
plz don't let him see it......

......dear

if u hav see my blog..

plz don't worry or angry

bcoz i do really want to chat with u...

and i don't want sleep yet...

i didn't feel sleepy yet...

if u can...

just forget wat u hav see at here (this new blog)

sorry and thx

muax _(^_^)_

argh....
tat stupid boy!!!!!!
study until 6pm
but until now almost is 10pm
i still can't see him online!!!!!!
where r u going???
do u know u still sick de!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just do watever u like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't want to say much now...
i also didn't hav any qualifiled to say much...
bcoz auntie didn't say anything...
then
i shall not say anything too......
take care yourself!!!!!!

argh.....
so xing ku now....
y my parents so suka to keep looking me wat i'm do!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so hate this type of looking!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom still trying me,testing me...
weather tat i'm now couples now or not!!!!!!
i hate it ahhhhhhhh
no freedom at all!!!!!!!

today da ben dan not well...
so worry him now....
bcoz of me,da ben dan baru not well...
so bad....
i'm a bad gal...
but it's for him own good....
i can't take care him...
i didn't beside him now...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway...i hope he get well soon....

today feel many thing happen....
i hate today feeling...
it feel like very mang zhang very unluckly now...
i duno wat should i do now....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want ki siao liao la......................
_(T_T)_.............

da ben dan???
who is da ben dan???
da ben dan is my beloved...^_^
i love da ben dan so much ^_^

he very sayang me ^_^
no matter how i angry or how i playing with him
he also won't angry me...
i love him so much ^_^

but sometime i will very angry...
bcoz he really don't know wat i'm feeling...
wat i'm thinking...
sometime he can't get wat gal thinking...
but for me...
sometime i will sad for tat
but sometime i nvm for tat
i just forget it...

he is my best da ben dan ^_^
i love him so so so much ^_^
if u r me,

did u hope u can get this type of bf???
for me....
I'M SURE I WILL ^_^
I LOVE U...DA BEN DAN ^_^
YOU ARE THE BEST

da ben dan ^_^

wo ai ni ^_^

wo dao di gai zhe me zhao....
wo zheng de hen xiang ku....
wo bu xiang zhe yang xia qu....
ta hen teng wo,wo yi xiang dou zhi dao...
dan shi wei sheng me ta yao pian wo....
shi wo mei liao jie shi qing de zheng xiang....
hai shi ta zheng de pian wo....
ai chi chu...
ai fa pi qi...
ta zheng de neng ren nai ma....
wo de ji du xin you na me da....
zhe yi dian hou qu ta bu zhi dao....
wo shi ge chi chu wang....
zai jia shang ta pian le wo....
wo zheng de bu zhi dao gai zhe me zhao....
quang qian ta yi dian ye bu chi dao wo dao di fa shen sheng me shi
wo dao di gai zhe me zhao............

i feel very mang zhang now
actually is start from last night le...
feel myself xiao qi...
ai chi chu...
ai ji du...
last week he celebrate bday
from his blog i know tat he very happy at tat day
bcoz she hav come...
"especially Chia Wen"

he still lie with me...
maybe he don't know tat i fa xian le something....
after celebrate he have a movie with her parents...
but he told me he sleep early....
this is first time i know he lie with me....
i feel very sad...
i feel very very very sad...

last night be4 i sleep i cry...
first time bcoz him i cry...
i jealous her...
bcoz he still hav feel with her...
feel mean like her...
i feel tat i'm a stupid gal...
i know tat everyone also hav thier ourself small world...
the small world tat we hav is no body can go in....
bcoz it just shui yu ourself...
at his small world hav her place...
should i forget it??????

wendy,
wat shall i do now...
wat must i do now...
wat can i do now........
_(T.T)_......
everytime hav love life promble...
i'm always be teacher...
u r the student...
but now...is xiang fan le...

maybe nobody can help me...
maybe i shall settle myself...
but wat shall i do now...
.............................................

ji ran don't know wat to do...
then just let it go automatik...
all thing shun qi zi ran hao le...
maybe i shall take a rest be4 going to work...
i don't wan think so much about this......
hope it will be ok after when i back from work...
grandma grandpa...pls bao you wo...
thx......

1 more min is his birthday le..
but he didn't online now...
i hope i'm de first person who r say"Happy Birthday to you"
but i think i can't now....

wish u:
ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

today is a unluckly day...
or maybe shall i say is dao mei day!!!!!!

actually is work stuff....-:
hav i do anything wrong???!!!!!!!
is u want to answer the phone!!!
is yourself want to answer the phone
is u chang zhe want to answer the phone not me
i didn't paksa u answer it
i didn't do anything wrong
you scolding by the customer is your stuff
y u scolding me!!!!!!
y u pula marah me!!!!!!
the customer line is full and i'm helping u!!!!
u pula gan wo go to take my break!!!
u r on the phone and the customer line is ful!!!!
DO u think tat i shall take my break at this time???!!!!!
if i go to take my break,later u will say
:"y u can't help mefirst before go to take break"
:"y u must take break"
:"i whole day didn't take my break"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
CAN'T u see i'm helping the customer ma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u shall help before u saying something!!!
BUT U DIDN'T!!!!!!
u just go to the back and cakap
:"christine,no break anymore"
WHO u think u are!!!!!!!!
you not my boss!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
no wonder my bro tell me
:"don't talk too much with her"!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
is really make me very angry with u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after blogging i'm more relax le

BLOGGER.COM really is a good place for me to blogging anything i like

thanks,dear ^_^

thanks for jie shao me BLOGGER.COM

thank you so much

I LOVE YOU ^_^

muax :P

last night i hav a sweet dream...
i meng dao mo ge ren...
i meng dao le marry with him...
haha.....
suddenly feel tat very stupid and hai sui
but feel like very happy ^_^

well today he be a translator for 6 gals and 4 boys from china...
he is very li hai ^_^
i pro with him :P
shui ren i'm just his gf
but i feel very pro with him
he really very li hai

not much to blog le...
hehe...
today until here la...
haha ^_^

am i a wu li qu niao de gal......
i feel i very easy to wu li qu niao...
i feel i very easy angry....
i feel i very easy ki mang zhang....
is tat my ge xing like tat....
OR...
is my wrong....
i very confuse now.....
why...
why when i'm fall in love tat time...
i will very easy to angry,wu li qu niao and ki mang zhang.....
i really very confuse.......
am i really very wu li qu niao ma??????
am i really very easy angry????
am i really very easy ki mang zhang???????
wat should i do is de best.........
i'm very confuse now........

sorry......

wat should i do......

_(T.T)_

today whole day lonely...
morning time he teman me...
after 1.25 pm i become lonely...
19.3.08 is he first day for his last sem...
hope he enjoy his first day...



i glad tat he like tat bday present...
is really happy to hear tat he like tat present...
shui ran easy to do but after finish my finger is pain...
today i do another diff style...
is more hard...
and after finish my finger very pain...
bcoz need to ikat baik baik ikat very tight...

but after finish feel very man zhu ^_^




i hope time pass more fast...
now feel very lonely..._(T.T)_
...................................................

wendy...
i'm glad to haer tat u came out from hospital le ^__^
so happy ^__^
when i hear u masuk hospital tat time...
i really so scare...
very scare wat happen with u...
luckly u ntg...
just deman tinggi only...
but it's serious too...
if the wen tu keep going up...
u know wat will happen de...
thx god tat u ntg...
i'm not beside u...
i can't do anything for u...
even go to visit u also can't...
luckly miao miao beside u...
still hav her to take care u too...
shui ran we both can't do anything...
but when miao miao go to visit u...
u will feel very happy...
very gan dong...
bcoz u feel wen xi ^__^
this is de thing we can do for u...
actually is miao miao can do for u not me....
sorry about tat...
i really feel sorry with u...
hope the june can hav a good memory with u...
my dear daugther....

wendy...

hope u get well soon ^_^

everyday feel boring...
usa life really very boring....
this saterday is my dear birthday...
but i didn't beside him...
i feel like i'm not a good gf for him...
and he hav study at tat day...
feel like i very useless...
i can't do anything for him during his big day...
i hope he hav a nice birthday...
Happy Birthday...My Dear...

last night chat with yvoone...
she hav meet the kes tat i hav meet b4...
but her kes is more good...
my kes is bad kes...
i hope she can get his lover ^_^
u can do it,yvoone ^_^

i really qi dai my msia trip...
i hope i can enjoy this june...
thx so much,irene and ming jiang...
thx for let him stay at ur house...
thx...
if u 2 didn't let him stay...
i think he won't come to penang too...
and i can't hav fun with him le....
thx so much...
i hope to celebrate with him for my birthday...
we can celebrate together,right???
^_^.....

wendy....
my dear daugther...
how r u now...
y u didn't tell me anything happen with u...
if chin hui didn't tell me...
i really don't know u masuk hospital...
i hope u get well soon...
i hope u can join tat contect...
i hope ur mom will let u join...
i'm sure u want to join too...
but if can't...
pls.pls..pls...
don't join it...
don't force urself...
ur healty more important!!!!!!
just let it go...
wendy,hope u get well soon...
and take care urself....

feel sad...
i feel very sad...
who am i for him...
he celebrate chinese birthday...
but i totally don't know...
I DON'T KNOW AT ALL!!!!!!
i really feel very sad....
feel like...
i feel tat i'm very shi bai...
_(T.T)_.....
am i a good gf for someone....
.......................................

so tired today...
he is alrd back but...
he baby got promble now...
so he can't online...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
y like tat de.........
(T.T)....
i feel very xin ku now....
long distant is really hard.....
i really feel wu zhu....
i can't tell anybody my thing...my feeling....
no friends at here is really very xin ku....

dear...

i want to cry...

i can tell anybody now...

my kelakuan...

my feeling...

i can't show it out on my face....

_(T.T)_......

so tired now...
so boring...
today is de last day he go to vacation...
hope the time pass more faster...
my teeth still hurt
(T.T)....
after tonite i can chat with him again...
dear...
so miss u....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
is really very hurt.......(T.T)
just now go to meet de dentis....
is really hurt...
feel hurt...
feel my teeth wu li...
feel ma pi...
feel sakit.......
if u r beside me...
u will kenal pukul le....
luckly u didn't beside me...
bcoz it really hurt....
i still need to meet the dentis next 2 week....
(T.T).......
i'm so scare now....
today just help me gosok only...
next 2 week is help me bu ya......
(@.@).......
pening le........

today is 3rd day le...
how ur vacation???
is tat fun???
how ur "bikini gal"!!!!!!!!!!!"heng"
anyway still hav 1 more day....
hope to meet u....

today is de second day him go to vacation...
today work at 4.30pm...
but luckly my daugther teman me...
so tat i won't so lonely...
thx my daugther...
we talk about my beloved...
and after we talk about him...
i have 1 jue ding...
i'm sure wan him to do for me!!!!!!
anyway...tomorrow need to meet dentis...
so scare....@.@
still hav 2 more day u will back...
miss u....
hope de time pass more fast....

well today is de first day he go to vacation...
so miss him...
i'm so thx for my boss let me start working early...
from 11.30am until 8.00pm...
8.30 hour...so tat i won't feel sad withouh him...
i won't feel lonely or alone...
but is really tired...
eyes pain..
leg pain..
my back pain..
hand get hurt by de paper again... T.T
hate the paper!!!!!!
haiz........
i also don't know is tat lucky or unlucky day for me......
anyways...
first day almost finish le....
still hav 3 day...
3 day..it will pass very fast...
right ?my beloved..

he going to vacation today...
4 day vacation...
i'm become lonely...
alone now...
feel very lonely now... (T.T)
this is de first time i feel lonely without him...
am i tai yi lai ta le???

long distanted love is really hard...
all is changlle...
we need to blv between us...
tat is de only thing we can do...
anyways..he really very sayang me...
watever i say he just say "yes" or "ok"...
i'm glad to meet him at my life...
thx,lao tian ye...
i'm really very appreacite...
thx..

hope to meet him as fast as possible....
hope 4 day pass as fast as them can.....

enjoy ur 4 day vacation...

my beloved....

tomorrow him wan go to vacation le...
4 days....
long not long..
short not short...
wat should i do for this 4 day....
wat should i do... T.T
wat should i say he just can go to hav fun without worry me...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T
i want he hav fun...
i want he enjoy...
i want he happy during his vacation...
i'm really stupid...
i don't know wat should i do..
i don't know wat should i say...
i really stupid....

dear..

pls enjoy ur vacation...

don't worry me...

i'm will be fine for this 4 day...

i promise u...

i will ok..

^_^..

i feel very wu ju now....
i don't know why...
today i'm so unlucky....
so unhappy....


last nite he told me will online at 10.30pm...
but i wait until 1.00am...
u still didn't online!!!!!!!!
at started...
i feel angry bcoz u didn't online yet...
but after tat...
i feel worry about u....
it's really late le...
but u didn't arrived home yet....
i really worry about u....
......................................
anyway...
u an quan dao jia jiu hao le.....
i also more relax le....
but the api still can't hilang....
hope u understand......

i sheng hou le 18++years...

this is de first time i ken dao yu de gu tou...

is very hurt...very pain when i ken dao....

i cry bcoz its really very hurt.......

i drink whole bottom of water (500ml)...
but it's still at thr....
i muntah all de food tat i hav just finish only......
is really very hurt.....
my bro still kidding with me..."sing,u have baby alrd???"
swt...it's really swt.....
i'm very hurt and pain le...
he still kidding with me....
after muntah all the food...
the ikan tulang still at my hou long...
it's hurt...very pain.....
after i finish muntah...
my dad ask me" wan to hav ice-cream???"
i say ok lo bcoz they all say maybe when u finish de ice cream,the ikan tulang will hilang....
but it still at thr....
its really hurt...
15 min later,i muntah again....
i muntah all de ice cream tat i just finish 15 min ago....
finally the ikan tulang gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so happy but its still pain...
bcoz my hou long hurt my the ikan tulang le.....

i hate u now!!!!!!

bad ikan!!!!!!!!

sorry for wat i'm do last nite.....

sorry....

day pass day...
fast not fast....
slow not slow....
USA life is really very boring.....
sad thing more then happy thing......
presseure more then relax.......
shui ran i hav him now....
but i can't let him worry about me....
i need to be strong......
i must and i can!!!
i can do it !!!!!!
Gambadek!!!!!!!

next week he go to vacation at Langkawi...
shui ran him can't teman me for 4 day....
but i hope he can enjoy he vacation....

i will go back to malaysia....
i sure and i must go back!!!!!!
i miss msia..
i miss msia food...
i miss msia thing...
i miss my friends....
i miss my bf....
i miss all the thing at msia.....
this is my only chn to go back.....
i must go back....
bu guan the flight ticket going up until how much...
i also wan to go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
msia i sure will go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

derrick,

enjoy ur vacation

don't worry me

and

wait me oh...

i will meet u at msia...

i will pay the flight ticket bu guan how much....

i feel very wu zu now......
sad thing bad thing come together at the same time.........

-filght tiket going up until Us dollar1370
-next week can't chat with him... _(T.T)_
-webcam can't use
-hurt my hand...3 place at the same time...
-make him worry me....

what am i doing now.......
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wan cry..........
hate myself!!!!!!
hate everything around me now!!!!!!!!!!
why i let him worry about me again!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't let him worry about me when he go to vacation!!!!!!!!!
i can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat should i do now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cry........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lao tian ye...r u kidding with me now......
i feel very wu zu........
_(T.T)_..............

i'm feel very sad now......
the filght ticket get it le but.....
US Dollar1370!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kill me at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
_(T.T)_..............................
but i sure will buy it bu guan how much.....
bcoz i do really miss msia anything.......
msia food....my friends....my uncle aunt....my bf......
all msia thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i sure will go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm a bad gf....
i let him worry about me....
jiu lian he go to hav fun with friedns...
i also let him worry me........
i really is a bad gf............
i hope i can do the best for u .......
i miss you!!!!!!!
i love you!!!!!!!

u r the best bf!!!!!

i hope u won't think tat u r a bad bf or lousy bf for me!!!!!!

u r de only 1 who r also teman me...

take care me!!!!!!

we can endure the test!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we sure can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^_^

thx,my beloved bf ^_^

i love you ^_^

sad....
suddenly feel sad.....
why will like tat......
can't chat with him....
not his wrong just myself ye man.....
i know he go out with his friends have fun.....
i know he just go to his friends house overnite.....
but i don't know why i feel sad.....
i don't know why i feel want to cry.....
feel very sad.......

after back from "Tripel C"---is a travel agency...
i feel sad and scare.....
back from m'sia de ticket almost full now......
so scare can't get the ticket.....
if can't get it.....
i don't know did i still have chn go back to m'sia......
m'sia----i miss u......

this few day i'm so happy ^_^
happy more then sad

-my 1 month vacation holiday...finally approve by my boss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy ^_^
-can chat with him...(shui ran my pc get virus can't use le)
arigatok,my 2 dearest bro ^_^ thx for let me use ur laptop,love u 2
-thx my dear...wei le wo,u changller love life ^_^
love you ^_^

*i can't win her at all.....
shui ran i'm his gf now..but i still not really can win u....
but anyway..i'm glad to know u ^_^ hope to meet u soon ^_^


Malaysia...I'M COMING!!!!!!! ^_^

I HATE U---VIRUS
why???why u came to visit my computer....
cry....
u know bcoz of u...
i can't chat with him...
i can't "shang wang"...
i miss him...
1 day didn't chat feel like 1 year didn't chat...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
"Tian Ah"..y u treat me like tat.....
_(T.T)_.....
who can help me!!!!!
somebody help me....
hate u---virus!!!!!!

HATE YOU ---VIRUS

my computer...

when u will get well...

i miss you...

blogger.com is de most best place to let me "shu ku"
"chu le ta",here is de best place for me...
i love u blogger ^_^
Regret???Life???
wat mean regret???wat mean life???
Derrick :u won't regret wat u do at less the thing u done u didn't like it..
Christine:life like a movie,and u r the director...how u want de movie go is choose by urself..

i regret..very regret come to here...
but u tell me think de good way...
thx...but for me i really hate here now...
but i didn't have "tu lu"can go anymore...
i hate u guys...
why u all want to force us come here..
why...why u all want to lie with us...
u all just think for ur own good only...
I HATE YOU ALL!!!!!!

time fly so fast..
i came here alrd one years and two month++..
but still can't really acceprt this true thing...
still can't really acceprt the "wen hua"..
still can't acceprt many thing....
when i can go back...... _(T.T)_

爱拼才会赢

一时失志不免怨叹

一时落魄不免胆寒

那通失去希望 每日醉茫茫

无魂有体亲像稻草人

人生可比是海上的波浪

有时起有时落 好运 歹命

总吗要照起工来行

三分天注定 七分靠打拼

爱拼才会赢