i feel very mang zhang now
actually is start from last night le...
feel myself xiao qi...
ai chi chu...
ai ji du...
last week he celebrate bday
from his blog i know tat he very happy at tat day
bcoz she hav come...
"especially Chia Wen"

he still lie with me...
maybe he don't know tat i fa xian le something....
after celebrate he have a movie with her parents...
but he told me he sleep early....
this is first time i know he lie with me....
i feel very sad...
i feel very very very sad...

last night be4 i sleep i cry...
first time bcoz him i cry...
i jealous her...
bcoz he still hav feel with her...
feel mean like her...
i feel tat i'm a stupid gal...
i know tat everyone also hav thier ourself small world...
the small world tat we hav is no body can go in....
bcoz it just shui yu ourself...
at his small world hav her place...
should i forget it??????

wendy,
wat shall i do now...
wat must i do now...
wat can i do now........
_(T.T)_......
everytime hav love life promble...
i'm always be teacher...
u r the student...
but now...is xiang fan le...

maybe nobody can help me...
maybe i shall settle myself...
but wat shall i do now...
.............................................

ji ran don't know wat to do...
then just let it go automatik...
all thing shun qi zi ran hao le...
maybe i shall take a rest be4 going to work...
i don't wan think so much about this......
hope it will be ok after when i back from work...
grandma grandpa...pls bao you wo...
thx......