argh!!!!!!
i can't tahan ahhhhh!!!!!!
y everyday also same de!!!!!!
i didn't do anything wrong!!!
y u always scolding me de!!!!!!
y u so suka do watever u like de!!!!!
today so tired!!!!!!
this week alrd work 3 day for 8 hour (tues,fri,sat)
stand whole day during work......
hope he beside me
and let him help me massage
ahhhhhhhhhh

so lucky...
i'm really so lucky..i hav my laogong
lucky i chat with him b4 i go to work...
if nottoday i'm sure ki mang zhang and moody...
he flirt me until i feel shy...
is really very shy
but...
very happy :P
thx dear...
i'm so glad he is my bf..
i'm so glad to meet him at the correct time!!!
thx..lao tian ye ^_^

when everytime i back from work
although i'm really tired or bad mood
i also hope to chat with him...
bcoz he is my another zhi zhu...
he is the one tat let me brave to walk my next step
he is the one tat i only can yi kao now...
ever my family also can't...
bcoz their hav their own promble to face...
sometime i decide to let my laogong know more better then let my bro or family know it...
bcoz feel hurt,pressure,sad,angry or watever just dun1 to let they know...
if i et my family know it
they will say the word tat i dun like or scolding me!!!

sometime i really feel wu zhu
i hope i can cry out
(cry watever i like)
but i can't...
bcoz my family beside me...
no matter is good or bad things for them...
i decide to keep it myself...
and cry be4 i sleep or bath...
(tat is the only way they won't know it)

i do really hope u r beside me...

i do really hope i can go back to msia enjoy my future not at usa...

i do really hope it!!!!!!

after back from msia...

my pressure sure will become more......

dear,

i miss u

i do really miss u_(T_T)_

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